I can't beleive you are gone. most of all I can't beleive you died alone. but please know I am so sorry. I didn't know you were sick, maybe if I wasnt so preoccupied I would have noticed. Xander I love you so much and always will. Thank you for always loving me unconditionaly without asking for anything in return. I pray that god and the angels take good care of you. I love you and miss you terribly.