It has been 4 days since you went & I miss you like mad,I never realised how much this would hurt. Julie misses you too & keeps looking for you. Me & the babies are so sad without you. We knew it was coming & are so grateful that we had a month to spoil you & let you know how much we loved you. I’m sorry if I took you to the vets too soon & didn’t wish you good night, I didn’t want you to suffer & no matter how long we had it would never have been enough. I will never forget you scabby cat x