Benny I can’t believe that I had to make the decision to let you sleep.I kissed your head before I left you with the vet and im just glad I got to give you that one last kiss. I cant believe you had that big horrible tumour growing in your chest and we didn’t know. They said it would be a matter of a few weeks and I couldn’t have bought you home to see you in pain. I will always always always love you my big lad and will never forget you. forever yours Mummy xxxxxxxxxxxxxx