Carlos our Special Boy-not a day passes without a tear tickles my face – whether a happy memory of your life with us and then a larger tear because we still miss you so much not here in person only in spirit.How do I get through Christmas without you and anniversary of you going to animals Special Heaven .Your spirit will be strong around me Carmen, Javea, Russ,Kells. Your little tree ‘Sweet Memories’ and those horrible fireworks can frighten you no more. xxxx B mummy-always in my heart my Boy