Sonny my baby forgive me for putting u down on that dreadful day, but we were unable to see u suffer, u were unable to breath, eat, sleep, u vommited blood and u were so miserable, how much v r suffering now without u i have no words to tellu but u will be remembered as my v doting security i will never find anyone like u ever, look after my honey sonny and u my darling rest in eternal peace and wait for me i will be with u soon v r looking after sweety do not worry we did our best sonny u know.