Fred my buddy my best friend, when I first laid eyes on you you waked right up to me and choose me as your own. That is very humbling to me and I am so grateful. I can only hope i lived up to that choice. As without you my world is so empty. I always expect to see you in your spots around the house. I love you my friend always. And i have ot believe right now you are up there with your brother free of physical pain. You were my lifeline so many times taking my pain and listening with all your heart and giving back a love nobody could ever match. We had a special trick we called showing love but I take comfort in knowing in so many many ways you showed me love every single day. Coming home and not being greeted by you has left a huge hole I do not think anything can fill. Pain over whelmes me now. But through it all I want to say thank you to you for picking me to share your life with. Trish (mom)