NANI…I miss you so much my heart is breaking. You began to not eat.I kept such close vigil for 8 days,You were suffering.Oh Nani Then you spit up a little blood. Today I brought you to end your suffering.My dear Lord oh you looking at me with your eyes just wanting to go home. Oh God I love you so much.I’m so sorry.I’m wearing your collar as a braclet.I love you so much.I want you with me.Please God hold on to her real tight she’s scared.