Nearly 2 months have passed my little lad, and I still miss you so much, I try and be brave but its hard, I remember all the good times we had together for which I thank you I know you were happy with us, wish we had known about your illness earlier, we could have saved you so much suffering, I’m sorry Oscar and I cant forgive myself. My life is so lonely without you, but no-one will replace you in my heart, people say you wre only a dog, but you were my best friend and I love you Shelagh x