Theres so many ways in which I miss you, I made the choice, not wantin you to suffer. I wish I could undo that choice cos thou it selfish I wanna hold you again, stroke you & hear you purr against me. I am sure you have gone to be with your brother Odo. As I sit here typing I’ve tears rolling down my face – you used to show you were jealous of anything that kept me from giving you fuss & yes, I know you used to ‘hug’ me – I wish I could have one now. We’ll always remember you, kissie-kiss baby x