I miss you so much darling. I’d give anything to have had more time with you. I can’t bear the thought that you won’t be sitting in my hand any more, gazing at me as I speak to you. I shall miss you dancing around your cage when you saw me approach, licking my hand and snatching milk drops. You suffered so much in the end, and I hope you can forgive me for letting you go – I cannot forgive myself. I love you.