tosh, i miss you so much. you have left a big void in my life. i was so lucky to have you for 14 yrs. you showed me unconditonal love,companionship and understanding – we were like soulmates. as you got older you became a right character and gave us many a laugh. i knew the day would eventually come as it does to us all but it hasnt made it any easier but id rather have the pain im going through now than not to have had you at all. until we meet again, mamXXX