Words can not describe the way I feel at the moment. It is like losing a child, the pain is so great. I’m sorry you had to go the way you did but hope you are at peace now with the rest of the family up there waiting for you. My life feels so empty without you, I miss you so much, the house is very quiet. I find myself looking for you, do you need to go out in the garden, have dinner, go for a walk, only to not find you. All I can say is that I will never forget you, I love you so so much..