Christmas eve was the hardest time for me, the last time i held you or was able to tell you how much you mean to me. Wee Mou, i rescued you all those years ago and in a way you've been rescuing me ever since. Everywhere i went you came too, i look beside me, behind me expecting to see you strutting along with me. I cant describe the pain i feel, i've lost my best friend, my little monkey. You were there through all my pain, im so sorry i couldnt take yours away. BB and I love you always x